Happy for me, sad for my kids.....getting out of my marriage, getting on with my life.
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
My 4 readers will be disappointed....
...but I don't think I'll be updating my blog for a while. My life has become too pathetic, too sad, too hopeless to bother. I'd feel stupid even putting most of it in writing. :(
6 comments:
Anonymous
said...
I read, I understand in some ways but I don't know how to explain. Don't give up on writing, writing is a way to step outside of your head a little. If you don't write it here, write it somewhere. Here would be good for all of us but wherever is good for you. I used to write frantically then go back and read and sometimes it seemed a little less of a monster in reading then when I wrote it. It's hard and it's long and it's a lot of downs to slow ups but eventually the downs start to fade into the background and become a seldom memory. Your life has changed and there is nothing you can do about it but keep working toward your future whatever it may be.
Whatever happens, you will survive, you have to! And you will do a damn good job of it.
Today you may not want to write here but tomorrow maybe you will. I will keep checking. My thoughts are with you.
Sometimes this is when we most need to share. You are not alone. I support whatever you decide about this blog...but no matter what, take care of you. And know it would mean a lot to be kept in the loop in whatever capacity is comfortable for you.
I have amazing kids. They're happy, healthy, bright, funny, creative, kind....did I mention beautiful?? I've been a stay-at-home mom for the last 12 years. I really enjoyed the stay-at-home mom gig....but am realizing that it was a big mistake with a possible divorce staring me in the face. I don't regret the time & effort spent at home but I've lost 12 years that I can never get back, earning-potential wise.
I'm a funny person....I can see humor in just about anything. I haven't found any humor in this situation, but give me time....I might. :P I love witty, sarcastic people....if you have no sense of humor we probably wouldn't like each other much.
I am a do-er. I like to be busy, like to get a lot done, like to have probjects to work on. If I decide to paint my house, I go buy the paint, get started, and am done with the entire thing in less than a week.
I am frugal but not cheap. I appreciate a penny-pincher but hate when someone is cheap with other people and always wants something for nothing.
Most of all, I just want to be happy again. I know I will never feel like I used to, but maybe a new normal will be just as good if not better.
6 comments:
I read, I understand in some ways but I don't know how to explain.
Don't give up on writing, writing is a way to step outside of your head a little. If you don't write it here, write it somewhere. Here would be good for all of us but wherever is good for you. I used to write frantically then go back and read and sometimes it seemed a little less of a monster in reading then when I wrote it. It's hard and it's long and it's a lot of downs to slow ups but eventually the downs start to fade into the background and become a seldom memory. Your life has changed and there is nothing you can do about it but keep working toward your future whatever it may be.
Whatever happens, you will survive, you have to! And you will do a damn good job of it.
Today you may not want to write here but tomorrow maybe you will. I will keep checking. My thoughts are with you.
P.S, I couldn't sign in but I'm a new reader. I will try and get it to sign in next time.
Sometimes this is when we most need to share. You are not alone. I support whatever you decide about this blog...but no matter what, take care of you. And know it would mean a lot to be kept in the loop in whatever capacity is comfortable for you.
aw man .....
i had high hopes for your happiness! i thought you were doing ok .....
blog if it helps .... skip it if it doesn't......
yup, what they said. sorry you're feeling low about all this.
I hope you feel better soon and write if you feel like it. Your blog has helped me and I appreciate it. :)
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