Happy for me, sad for my kids.....getting out of my marriage, getting on with my life.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

I miss him

I wish I didn't....but I do. I wish I hated him, but I don't. I wish I trusted him, but I don't. I wish I was using this time apart constructively, but I'm not (I will cut myself some slack on that since it's only been two days). I wish I was writing about something more interesting, but I'm not.

Whine whine whine. :)

2 comments:

shrink on the couch said...

You've been writing some great material here. And yes, give yourself some slack. Refer to my earlier comment. You are carrying around a big psychological load. You can sit it down for a spell and just relax. Kill time. Enjoy not being on edge.

Isle Dance said...

Writing it down is fantastic. It's part of the path. Feel it as long as you want/need to feel it. It's okay.